Tuesday, July 25, 2006

AD MATAI?!!

(resource - Daniel Gordis)


This is a different kind of war, and an old kind of war. In the last war, when they blew up buses and restaurants and sidewalks and cafes, Israelis were enraged, apoplectic with anger. This time, it's different.

Rage has given way to sadness. Disbelief has given way to recognition. Because we've been here before. Because we'd once believed we wouldn't be back here again. And because we know why this war is happening.

A rocket hit Haifa in the first days of the war, killing no one, but injuring a number of people. It also tore the face off an apartment building, leaving the apartments inside eerily exposed, naked, for all to gaze into. That small block of Haifa, with its shattered shell of a building, rubble all along the street, citizens dazed as they wandered about looking at it all, appeared to be exactly what it was -- a war zone.

And yet, the people in the street stayed near their homes, going nowhere. The newscaster asked them why they didn't go somewhere else, where it might be safer. One man answered with statistics. "Why leave now? We've already been hit. The chances of us being hit again are one in a million." To which another man responded almost with outrage. "What do numbers have to do with it?" he asked. And then, he turned to the camera, almost screaming, pointed to the broken building, and said, "This is our home. Mi-po ani lo zaz. From here, I am not budging." And he repeated his refrain over and over again. "This is my home. And from here, I am not budging." "Mi-po ani lo zaz."

Israelis understand what this is. This is a war over our homes. Over our homes in the north, for now, but eventually, as the rockets get better and larger, all of our homes. This is not about the territories. This is not about the "occupation." This is not about creating a Palestinian State. This is about whether there will be a state called Israel. Sixty years after Arab nations greeted the UN resolution on November 29 1947 with a declaration of war, nothing much has changed. They attacked this time for the same reason that they did sixty years ago.
At first, it was the Egyptians, Jordanians and Syrians. We put a stop
to that in 1949, 1956, 1967 and 1973.

Then it was the Palestinians, who bamboozled the world (and many of us Israelis) into believing that they just wanted a State, and that their terror was simply a way of forcing us to make one possible. We fought the terror in 1982 (Lebanon), 1987 (Intifada) and even after Camp David and Oslo, once again in 2000-2005 (the Terror War). And then, we actually tried to make the State happen. We got out of Lebanon to put an end to that conflict. And even more momentous, we got out of Gaza, hoping that they'd start to build something.
And now, it's Hezbollah. Or more accurately, Syria. Or to be more precise, Iran. What's Iran's beef with Israel? Territory it lost? It didn't lose any. And does anyone really believe that Iran cares one whit about the Palestinians and their state? That's not the reason. We know it, and so do they.

Now, the bitter reality of which Israel's right wing had warned about all along is beginning to settle in. It is not lost on virtually any Israelis that the two primary fronts on which this war is being conducted are precisely the two fronts from which we withdrew to internationally recognized borders. We withdrew from Gaza, despite all the internal objections, hoping to move Palestinian statehood -- and peace -- one step closer. But all we got in return was the election of Hamas, and a barrage of more than 800 Qassams that they refused to end.


And then they stole Gilad Shalit. Not from Gaza. Not from some contested no man's land. From inside the internationally recognized borders of Israel. As if to make sure that we got the point -- "There is no place that you're safe. There is no place to which we won't take this war. You can't stay here."
Because as much as we have wanted to believe otherwise, they have no interest in building their homeland. They only care about destroying ours.

Six years ago we pulled out of Lebanon. Same story. In defiance of the UN's resolution 1559, Hizbollah armed itself to the teeth, and as we watched and did nothing, accumulated more than 10,000 rockets. And dug itself into the mountains. And established itself in Beirut, effectively using the entire Lebanese population as human shields. And, assuming that there was little that we could or would do, it attacked on June 12, killing 8 soldiers, and stealing Ehud Goldwasser and Eldad Regev. Not from Southern Lebanon. Not from Har Dov, a tiny hilltop that's still contested.

But from inside Israel. Inside a line that no one contests. Unless, of course, they contest the idea of the whole enterprise. Which they do. And which is precisely the point. And which is why this incredibly divided and divisive society has rallied so monolithically around a Prime Minister who until last week wasn't terribly popular, and around a war that may or may not accomplish all its military objectives. It explains why, even as the air raid sirens go off across the country, and may eventually start their wail in Tel Aviv, too, as people dash across streets, panicked, trying to find the nearest bomb shelter, no one complains about the government. No one's complaining about the amount of time it's taking the air force to put a stop to this. It explains why all over this city, advertisements on bus stops have been replaced with a photo of an Israeli flag and the phrase Chazak Ve-ematz "be strong and resolute" Even the people who've lost family members, who are interviewed while still overwrought with grief , have no complaints about the government or the army. "Finish this job," they effectively say. "We'll stick it out."

But behind the defiance lies sadness, a tired and experienced renewed loss of optimism, a wondering if it will ever, ever end. Because we know what they want. It's not the Golan Heights. It's not the West Bank. And it's not a State. We know what they want, and we know why they want it.

It's sad, because deep down, people are starting to wonder. Would leaving the country altogether be the only way to get beyond their hate? We got out of Lebanon. We left Gaza. Olmert was elected after he openly declared his intention to give back the majority of the West Bank. But without intending to, we called their bluff. And now we know: the issue isn't their statehood. It's ours.

The sadness comes from the clarity. We can sign peace treaties, and withdraw, and arm ourselves. But nothing's enough. You sign a treaty with Egypt, but then Syria takes over Lebanon and uses Hezbollah as its proxy. You get peace with Jordan, but Iran joins the fray. You learn to defend your border, so they attack you from well within their countries.
It feels relentless, because it is. It feels like it never ends because it doesn't. It doesn't feel like the seventh war. It feels like a continuation of the first. Could it be that we're right back where we started?

Is this like the first war, because we could win it and still not have security? What if, as even the army says is likely, Hezbollah is left wounded but still intact at the end? What, we just wait until they decide to lob more missiles at Haifa or Tzfat, or even Tel Aviv? Bomb shelters will once again be part of the reality of Israeli kids? Have we returned to the late 40's and 1950's, when border towns had to live with the ongoing dread that Fedayeen would sneak across the border and kill people?

Except that now, in an era of missiles, most of the country is a border town.

This is like the first war because Israeli citizens, in the middle of the country, are getting killed by a foreign "army." In 1956, 1967 and even in 1973, we mostly took the war to the border. And then to their territory. Israel's civilian population centers, even in those horrible conflagrations, were left more or less intact. But not in 1948, and not this time. Haifa is the front. Tzfat is the front. Nazarath is the front. And they're all burying people. Adults and children. Jews, and Israeli Arabs. And Tel Aviv, if you believe Nasrallah, may well be next.

And it's like the old wars because all our hopes to the contrary notwithstanding, the casualties are mounting. Just days after the Israeli pundits were discussing whether or not a limited ground incursion might be necessary, whether or not the air force could do this
on its own, there are troops on the ground in Lebanon. Thousands of soldiers, the papers say this morning. And in the few days since they've gone in, kids have been coming back in body bags. These are elite units, and though we're told that they're having some successes in finding and destroying the bunkers built into the mountain, they’re encountering heavy resistance. And not all of them are making it home. We've been here before, too. We'd thought we were done with that. For the first few days of this new war, Israelis were relieved to see the footage of a hundred Israeli planes over Lebanon at any one point.

We'd show them that they'd miscalculated. We'd put a stop to this. We'd get our stolen boys back. A decisive victory, like in days of old. With fewer casualties on our side. But well into the second week of the war, we don't have our boys back. And soldiers are dying, and coming home without legs. And the victory hasn't been decisive. And Israeli cities are still being shelled, and traumatized Israeli kids by the thousands are still sleeping in bomb shelters. Just like in the first war. And it's like the first war because the news is broadcasting photos of lines of Arab refugees fleeing the fighting in Beirut, heading north, or to Syria. Israeli TV is showing footage of a former city that looks much more like Dresden than Beirut. There are probably some Israelis who couldn't care less, but the ones I’ve spoken with, do care.

And so it goes. Another all out war, when it could have been different. If they'd wanted something else. But they don't. Not the Iranians, not the civilians in Syria interviewed on CNN who spoke with admiration of Nasrallah, not the Palestinians on the West Bank who've posted his picture everywhere, and not even the Israeli Arabs in Nazareth who, from the depths of their mourning, blame Israel and not Nasrallah for the loss of of their children. So it's the seventh war (or the eighth, if you count the War of Attrition - or the ninth, if you count the first Intifada). And the first war. It's all the wars. They're all the same, in the end, because we can't afford to lose. We can't afford to lose, so we won't. We will fight. And we will win. More decisively or less, with more destruction of Lebanon or less, sooner or later, we'll win. We have to. The whole enterprise is at stake.

It's the seventh war, or the eighth. And the first. When the 1973 Yom Kippur War was at its height, Yehoram Gaon went to the front and sang the now famous lyrics, Ani mavti'ach lach -- "I promise you, my little girl, that this will be the last war." They never play that song anymore. Because no one believes it. There will be no last war. Until we hail in Mashiach.

It's the eighth war, or the ninth. But it isn't the last war. It's the first war, all over again. We've got this war for the same reason that we had all the others. We have this war for the same reason that people in Haifa are still saying "mi-po ani lo zaz." We got this war for the same reason that we got the first, and the second. We know why they attacked then. And we know why they're still attacking. And we're determined to hold on for the same reason that they're so determined never to stop. There's one reason, and one reason
only:

The Jewish People has nowhere else to go.

G-d gave us this land. “No back’s, plus tax?” Well, we’ve been paying that “tax” and will unfortunately continue to do so, until all Jews realize that He is the One behind it all.

MASHIACH NOW.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Appreciation

I know I haven't posted in a really long time. Almost a month now, it's scary how much time has passed since that fateful day. A week from today will be the "shloshim" of Benny's passing. I'm going to try to figure out how I can incorporate something memorable and meaningful into my daily schedule for my campers to experience in his memory and honor. Any suggestions??

Well, one thing I am learning this summer. No, many things, but the main thing is appreciation. The next few things include: patience, commitment, selflessness, and devotion. I am obsessed with my job - giving 100% to these kids. Being head counselor has it's challenges (not problems, or dillemas!) but it is more rewarding than anything.

For example, on Gimmel Tammuz, the date marking the passing of our Lubavitcher Rebbe, I had the kids write "letters to Hashem" to place at the Rebbe's gravesite for him to personally bring the kids' prayers up to Him. You should have seen these notes the kids wrote. Each one was beautiful. Some kids even translated theirs into Hebrew or Yiddish. They brought tears to our eyes. Touched our souls. Made us adore them even more. This is why Hashem loves children most, has a special place for each of them in His heart. I have come to love these children so much. They are so special.

Now, about appreciation. This is something I myself struggle daily with here. It has more to do with me, than with the shluchim themselves. I just need to get over myself. The fact that I hear virtually no positive feedback from the Rabbi is really humbling me. I am very quickly learning that I am not here for Me, I am only here for the campers. Humbly, I have accepted this, braced myself against the criticism to be used constructively, and have really embraced my job and thrown myself into it. Now I know what it means to work hard.

Tell me what you think...
Have a terrific summer, and affect people!
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